For quite a few years after graduation
I enjoyed scanning the papers for the names of college players I had come up
against myself in high school. This extended my youth even as I wandered into
landscapes far more complicated then the clearly marked fields and obvious assignments
of the fast-pulling guard I had been at seventeen.
One of my teammates, O.J. McDuffie,
went on to play professionally for the Miami Dolphins for ten years. This
extended my football youth even deeper into adulthood at a time when American
sports were otherwise far from my mind. And yet, especially when visiting my
hometown, I followed the career of O.J., the friend I had thrown my body around
for all those many years before. (Indeed, it's a little known but essential
crossroads of football history that before I was converted from quarterback to
guard after my sophomore year, I had thrown O.J. his first pass as a Hawk in
practice. He outran my best toss by about twenty yards.)
But before the pros, as announced at
a press conference in the library of our high school after a year of visits on
our campus by the head coaches of Notre Dame and Ohio State and Michigan and on
and on and on, O.J. became a Penn State Nittany Lion, where he was both an
All-American and generous to us has-beens with complimentary tickets to games
and war stories.
At the time of his decision, some of
us were a little disappointed. Though our team was a tight knit bunch used to
long bus rides together across the state to small towns hoping to eat us alive
and even longer days of sacrifice and practice in heat, rain, and snow, O.J. did
not share his decision until the public announcement.
Some were surprised by his choice.
It felt like a rather staid move for the exciting next stage in the arc of what
we knew would be a stellar career. Penn State wore then as now those boring
blue and white unis and its offense lacked flair. It prided itself on a
typically Midwestern working-class defense that ground down opponents over the exertion
of a hard knocks game. Still, other factors led O.J. to Happy Valley. For one
thing, he knew that his mother would be able to drive to most of his games. A
previous star from our school had also played there. But above all else, I
suspect, like so many other winners, O.J. wanted to play for the great Coach Joe
Paterno.
Anyone involved with college
football inside or out knows the Paterno myth: rising up from immigrant Brooklyn
to an interest in both football and literature at Brown; arriving at Penn State
in the Truman years and head coaching there from 1966 until today. He becomes
the winningest coach in Division I college football history and invests large
amounts of time and money in the intellectual life of the campus, too. He
models leadership of moral character and well-rounded achievement for "his
boys," exemplars that the phrase "student-athlete" actually
means something balanced and real in a realm where most universities criminally
drain the talent of large numbers of players left to sputter and fail in other
areas of college life and the life beyond it.
Today Joe Paterno has announced that
he will retire at the end of the season after forty-five years as head football
coach. In the words of CNN, "the resignation comes after a child sex abuse
scandal in which one of Paterno’s former top assistants, Jerry Sandusky, has
been charged with seven counts of 'involuntary deviant sexual intercourse.'
Sandusky is accused of forcibly sodomizing young boys. One of those cases
allegedly occurred in the shower of the Penn State locker room. A graduate
assistant reported that incident to Paterno, who alerted the school's athletic
director but did not talk to criminal authorities. Paterno has not been charged
in the case, but he faced widespread calls to resign for not fulfilling his
moral responsibility."
With all of the abhorrence I feel for the cover-up and
hypocrisy it entails, all of the despair and sympathy I feel for those children
and their families, and all of the love and commitment I have for what I know
sports and education and camaraderie can do for young people when done right,
my leadership learning is prosaic and simple.
As leaders, we must kill any myth of stature or remnant of
ego or desire for personal accomplishment when any wisp or shadow of abuse of
these gifts enters the spaces we manage. We serve, but when we are good at our
service thanks to powerful vision and practice, the institutions and people inhabiting
them can somehow come to serve us. In many small ways, such imbalance harms our
work and pollutes our mandate. In a case such as this one, the result of
selfish leadership is a contagion that spreads to cripple and kill not only the
institution which seemingly only deigns to serve its leaders rather than its
charges, but also, so tragically, steals the souls of the people it is meant to
serve.
1 comment:
From Penn State to the state pen, Paterno gets acclaim for his good deeds, but also must face the consequences of this moral failing. The failing which no doubt allowed unmeasureable pain for so many vulnerable boys, also harms all the other boys (and girls) who looked up to these giants who were once considered heros and role models. Faith and trust have suffered such a sad, sad, blow.
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